My therapist told me that I’ve been acting bossy lately. Bossy and judgmental. And you know that’s not a good sign–when your own therapist has to tell you to siddown and shut the fuck up. Honestly, I think this was her way of putting things nicely. “Bossy” and “judgmental” are pretty obvious code words to […]
I wrote the following post back in the beginning of November. It was originally meant for enniyaya and my joint blog at eunicornworld, but I never published it. Instead, I published something else and kept this post as a draft, treating it like some embarrassing piece of trash I was crumpling up and throwing over my shoulder, aiming for that metal-wired trash can that every cliche I’m-so-frustrated-with-my-writing movie/TV scene seems to have. Except that the draft never made it to the trash. I forgot to press delete.
Let’s be real, I suck at completing all my monthly goals. My score is always 2 out of 3. I’m not sure if I should feel disappointed in myself or not. The whole point of this exercise was to make sure I do more of what I want to do, and lately, I feel like […]
PRO: I’m a half hour to an hour late to work every single day, and I’m never in trouble. CON: The more I realize I can get away with this terrible thing, the more I do it, the more I feel bad that I’m a terrible employee, the more I do it anyway, the more […]
I was originally too lazy to post my Monthly Notes update and was going to ramble about something else instead. But then I saw my role model and idol Marzia-samallamasamasan post an October update with such ease, that I decided that I should properly say goodbye to October as well, and get my Monthly Note challenge […]
I hate writing about negative topics. I wish I could write about something fun, quirky, and light-hearted. Especially considering the appearance of our eunicornworld blog. Feel like something light-hearted would suit it. But alas, even though I jot down fun ideas to write about for a future post, I always come to the blog with something to complain about. I can’t seem to write in a cheerful tone when I’m not actually feeling it. Guess I’m not good at faking happy. Well, not like I signed up to be an actor anyway. I’m just a writer, in a way, I signed up to being an open book!
Link to the rest of the entry. Message me if you would like the password. Warning, this one is a bit rambly!
It’s the same as the password to the last password protected entry. I think I’ll just keep the same password for all PP entries so that it’s easier for anyone who reads my stuff a lot to open up a protected entry.
My first attempt at this Monthly Notes challenge resulted in varying levels of success… possibly more failure than success. But I’m still pretty happy about it, so this is going to be a surprisingly positive post. Weird, since I’m so used to only expressing sadness, disappointment, and anxiety in my writing. (My shit must be fun […]